The Wand Position

The Wand Position
Often Used for Magic

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

How The Littlest Serve Us And How We Can Be Inspired To Serve As Well

I remember once when I was driving down a narrow dirt road from where I was living out in the country in Arizona - I remember seeing up ahead just slightly to the right of my car a beetle walking on the road and the beetle moved over a little bit further to the right to let me by but I stopped because I wasn't in any rush and I wanted to allow the beetle to go where he or she chose.
The beetle I believe, knew that I had done that and walked a little further out onto the road in a place that would have been hazardous had I kept driving. The beetle paused and stood there for a moment and then went back off to the side of the road and continued on. I knew then it was alright for me to drive by so I pulled over as far to the left as possible so as not to frighten beetle and drove on.
Some time later I had the insight and the teaching came to me that these beings often go places that they do not need to go and that many animals do that not for their own sake but because they feel a benevolent energy in them that is a gift to them and they know - for others. Therefore they will walk or fly or swim or crawl or use whatever means they have to get to the place they feel attracted to and touch the Earth or the water or the sky there because that energy, some of which only is for them, will pass into that place that they touch that is meant for others and the wind, the water and the motion of the land will help it arrive either to the person or being it is meant for or that they - that person or being will come and touch it or be touched by it.
Is that not beautiful? It reminded me when I became aware of that how loyal the animals and the beetles and all the creatures on Earth are to serving each others needs and our needs. Many's the time I've been taught by these little beings, not so much by what they said to me but by their actions that it is their intent to be of service to others, to their families, to their loved ones and yes - to themselves and yet many times their service has been to me.
Some day I will tell you how I was served benevolently by a wonderful spider, in a country I was visiting, when I was not feeling well and perhaps other stories of amazing things I have seen the animals do - many times the smallest of them - ants and others. I wish to pass these stories on to you here because I feel that this is a place where I can speak of my experiences and pass on to you the knowledge and wisdom I cherish.
Goodlife to you all and goodnight.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Seeds Of Stone For Mother Earth

I have been observing life around me for some time now and while I have recollections of interesting spiritual phenomena that I've observed I also want to let you know about things I observe these days. One of these things is the movement and motion of weather. Mother Earth, as you know is a living being and as a living being she has to function as best she can with the many visitors she has. Us - yes, the animals - yes and many other organisms - plants - yes and so on and of course there are the visitors from space - now I'm not talking about ETs here. I'm talking about the occasional chunks of rock that land on the Earth.
You might reasonably wonder why I'm speaking about such a thing at this time but you see Mother Earth as a planet, according to what I've been taught and what I believe, is not only a living being but appreciates and needs support and help from other beings like her. You know that sometimes it is a great comfort to have your dog friend or your cat friend or your horse friend or any other animal comfort you and sometimes you are comforted by a tree as well. I have been and so have you.
Mother Earth is not unlike that because sometimes she needs to be comforted and while we can attempt to comfort her in the best way we know how, like us at times she needs to be comforted by beings like herself just as we are comforted by our fellow human beings and when her need is strong she puts out a message and many little pebbles or stones or even slightly larger will come and land some place on her body. Most of these things that land are never found or noticed by various individuals because most of them are so small as to go unnoticed and yet a meteorite the size of a grain of sand, okay a big grain of sand, when it lands on her - and most often it will land in the sea - will provide for her the sustenance and nurturance of a much vaster size of planetary body.
Most of these meteorites are not just chunks of this and that. Most of them are bits and pieces of planets - either planets that have come apart over time or planets that are forming - seeds you might say. Because not unlike the seed of a human being or of a plant or of an animal so seeds of planets exist as well and sometimes when Mother Earth is not feeling well - perhaps we've been taking too much from her body and changing it into what we need - she will request these seeds that come from space that can reinvigorate her and allow her to adapt her form to a representation that is safer and more comfortable for her now and will allow her to adapt to our needs while we are still here.
I've been taught that some day we will move on when we can travel freely in space and allow Earth to become that beautiful garden that is in many of our stories and books and when that time comes I believe that those seeds of stone will sprout and provide benevolence for Mother Earth and the beings that will follow us here whatever form they may take. I know this sounds like a story but it's what I've been taught and it's what I believe.
Goodlife to you all and goodnight.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Seeing And Feeling Light Beings And Possibly Even More

There is an experience I have with some frequency - I wonder if you have it too. Sometimes I see things - lights, Light Beings. I know you'll say, "Oh this is not something I have but I would like to" but I remember when I first started seeing them. Out of the corner of my eye I would catch the view of something - just out of the corner and quite naturally I would turn my eyes or my head to look at it and it would be gone.
I gradually began to realize that this was a real thing. It was light but I couldn't make it out and what I started doing is I started disciplining myself to not turn my eyes and to not turn my head when I noticed it - when it was safe of course - not when I was driving or anything - and it was quite an interesting experience.
I would upon having that vision of light or whatever it was since I couldn't make it out very well - when I would not turn my head it would stay longer. It is a discipline, I grant you. It is natural to want to see, "What is that?" But I didn't turn my head and a funny thing started to happen. Even though the frequency of seeing these lights out of the corner of my eye did not increase and even went away, the funny thing that started to happen gradually, eventually over time is that I would start to see these lights in front of my eyes - meaning in front - easily seen where I did not have to turn my head.
It would just be there for a split second and then it would be gone. Sometimes it was an intense pinpoint of light. Sometimes white, sometimes other colors but this has built up over time and now I see really beautiful things. I see purple patches with sometimes a different colored border around it regardless of what shape it is and the reason I'm bringing it up to you is that it's such a wonderful experience.
When I see these things now there is such a wonderful energy that I experience at the same time. Lately I've been having kind of a fun experience with it because some of these purple patches that I consider to be Light Beings - they don't look like human beings but they do demonstrate a interactivity with me and sometimes with each other when there is more than one - then there is a particular one - I don't know if it's the same one but there is one that approaches a little bit more and gets a little bit closer each time - that's kind of fun. I feel like we're sort of getting to know each other if that's possible.
So I wanted to share that with you. Not so much because I'm trying to wave my flag and say, "Hey look at me. I can see things" - not that but rather, if you begin to see things - don't dismiss it, don't automatically assume that there's something wrong with you or that you're crazy.
I grant that if you're seeing things and you're having problems with your vision in general it's good to go to the eye doctor - I go too - I have glasses - but don't automatically assume that it's something you want to go away.
It might be contact by Light Beings who simply want to interact with you and maybe in time if you indicate that they're welcome - especially when you're not driving or doing anything that requires your attention like working in the kitchen or something - then I recommend that you just say if you feel at ease with it, "Welcome. Come back anytime." I used to say, "Greetings" but since I've been taught by a Being that I really feel good about, to say, "Goodlife" that's what I say now.
You notice when I say it I say it as one word even though of course the computer wants me to say it as two words since it is not recognized as a single word in the dictionary but the Being who shared it with me shared it as one word and indicated to me that they felt of it as one word. It was not a Light Being. It was a wonderful old tree that I used to hike past on a trail in Arizona. Remember - everything is alive. If you keep that in mind it will make it easier to interact with all life around you be it spiritual, physical or non-physical.
Goodlife to you all and goodnight.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Advice To My Friend On How I Know

Recently a friend that I've made through blogging put out a request on his blog for advice about a difficult time in the world. I can tell that he is attempting to acquire a certain amount of knowledge and wisdom not only for his own benefit but that he will share it with others as he sees fit. Since the question he asked was involved with how to know, this was the answer I provided to him and I thought I'd just share it with you as well.

My friend you have asked a most important question indeed. How to know the difference between opinions and advice offered by friends who may mean it with the best of intentions, that is of value and can be applied to your life and that which is not for you. It doesn't mean it's not of value but it is not meant to be applied to your life. It is simply meant to be let go and allowed to pass into the energy of the world of thought.
This is what I recommend. I'd recommend that you try something that has worked so well for me. It is a process, yes, it may not be immediately accessible but it works for me every day in all kinds of decisions. It is a physical feeling. I hope you find it to be of some value.
This is what I recommend. I recommend that you sit down in a comfortable chair in a quiet spot at a quiet time of the day - turn off the ringer on the phone so you won't be disturbed - and just ask for some quiet time from friends and family. Then put your hands on your heart area - just let them sit there and you'll notice probably, given your nature a feeling of warmth that is noticeable in your heart. Keep your hands there and let the feeling be present.
It might come up - that feeling of warmth might come up you see, in some other part of your body - perhaps your stomach or your solar plexus - maybe someplace else. When you notice that feeling of warmth see if you can just go into it - don't think about it - just go into that physical feeling of warmth and see if you can feel it more. I recommend then that every day or every other day you try to have that experience of physical warmth in your body - there's a reason.
Practice it for a week or two so that you can get to the point where you can just sit down or lay down quietly someplace and focus on feeling that physical warmth in your body even if it comes up in different places at different times - that's alright. It may come up here one day, there another day, that's fine. Maybe you won't have to put your hands on your body, maybe you will - either way is fine.
When you get good at this, you will then be able to use this as a physical means of: Yes, this is for me or there's another response in your body that is: No, this is not for me. It doesn't cast judgement however. It is simply - for you or not for you. I find this is a particularly appealing aspect of this work.
Then, what to do is this. I recommend that when advice comes to you no matter how logical and reasonable it is if you get an uncomfortable feeling about it then later on when you're on your own simply say out loud to yourself, "My friend gave me this advice today" and give a brief synopsis or just a couple of words about what he or she said. Notice how you feel in your physical body.
Do you feel warmth or do you feel a tightness or discomfort. If there is a tightness or discomfort just let it go right away. This means the advice no matter how well meant is not for you at least not in that form or not in that day. If you feel the warmth it means that this is for you or there is some aspect of it that may be advantageous for you to consider. If there is no feeling at all in your body, then rephrase the question and ask it another day. That's what I recommend.
It works well for me. I utilize it in all aspects of my life - not instead of thought but as well as thought. I find that my physical body has the capacity to offer this great form of intuitive wisdom to me and I hope it serves you well my friend.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Contacting Yourself With Approval

This blog is meant to share my personal experience and will occasionally have as you've noticed guest columns from friends whom I feel have something very worthwhile to say and that I feel that you may find interesting, valuable and enjoyable.
I will also use it at times to make suggestions and this is one of those days. Here's what I suggest. It is in the nature of life as I've discovered it over time that life often tends to repeat itself. We might reasonably wonder why because we might quite reasonably say, "I got it already" but you know there's a reason things sometimes repeat and that's that - yes - we might very well have gotten it but now our soul or greater being wants to see if we can apply it and how soon after we get it - that this is something we already got - how we're going to apply what we got this time.
I've had experiences like that too and I find that many's the time that I'll get it realize oh, it's this again, find it amusing at that moment whatever it is even if it's not a big laugh or anything to be smiling about - when I realize what it is then I apply what I've learned. It's amazing how quickly it gets resolved.
I believe you've had those moments too. When you do I'd like you to do something that I've been learning how to do that is not something most of us are trained to do in our culture and that's to give ourselves a little pat on the back. I'll actually do that physically. I feel that it's important because in our cultures we almost always learn everything there is to know about how to show disapproval but we don't often learn how to show approval or we don't learn it as well.
So give yourself a little pat on the back or if you can't reach your back to well for any reason stroke your arm. I've discovered that making strokes just going down gently are helpful or something like that is something that has worked for me.
That's all today. I just wanted to offer something that I've discovered and recommend that you try it. It's amazing the difference between saying, "Oh I did good" for instance and actually when you say it or something - whatever you like to say - to give yourself a little pat or stroke on the body. In my experience our physical body does not react well to the thought that we did good but rather reacts well to the touch. I'm sure this is because when we were very young those whom we loved or whom we wanted approval from touched us when we were being approved of or loved and our physical body knows and understands that this is loving approval. So, that's my big thought for today eh and I hope that you have a good experience with it.

Thursday, December 01, 2005

My Experience With Energy - Its Placement With Benevolence And What You Can Do Too

Very often when I hear sirens outside of my home I will go to the window, not to see what all the ruckus is about but because I've been trained to do so. I will look out and if I feel even the slightest energy I will wait and the energy will build within me. Then I will do exactly as I've been taught and that is that as the energy builds up and I feel it strongly at the top of my head I will breathe in through the top of my head. I know that sounds funny but that's what I focus on and I can feel the energy being pulled into my body and then I will very gently or firmly if prompted to do so blow that energy, that loving, benevolent, spiritual energy in the general direction of where those emergency vehicles are going and I have been taught and I have at times noticed results or experienced some feedback of the benefit of doing this.
I will often say after doing that the Living Prayer that I've been taught to say which is, "I am asking that all those beings who need help receive all the help they need now from all those beings who can help them." Whether the energy has been deposited you might say or whether I have blown it in a very specific location where I felt the energy the strongest, meaning where I felt the energy come up in me the strongest or in the case of a feeling that a vast amount of space needs that energy and it could be supported by it have transfered it lets say from above me where the energy comes in benevolently - transfered it through breath - in those areas I have often felt and experienced a easing of conditions wherever that energy goes.
Sometimes if people were screaming they stop. Other times if the feeling of extreme agitation is present it calms. I am not trying to say that I am working in concert with emergency personnel but I have been taught that when this benevolent feeling occurs that I can actually feel gently at the top of my head that means that there is loving benevolent energy available to help, to support and to provide a means of nurturance and benevolence for all those to whom it can be applied.
This is not the only time I do this - other times when I go to the window I will sometimes wait - not just look out at what's happening beyond the glass but I will wait and if I notice that energy I may blow in some direction as well. I never do this though unless I feel that benevolent energy and I encourage you to not do it unless you feel that benevolent energy but if you would like to feel it then this is what I'd recommend you say to practice - you might say, "I am asking that Gold Light Beings, that Gold Light Beings from all times, places, dimensions and possibilities, that Light Beings from all times, places, dimensions and possibilities who are compatible with the gold light, that loving sources of spiritual energy, that loving Creator and loving Creator's friends make available to me any abundance of energy they can provide to direct that energy with my life force" - and a note here, life force is about breath - "towards whatever feels to me needs that energy and I request that this occur now for me in the most benevolent and loving way."
It is a request, a long elaborate one you see but it does provide a possibility for you to acquire this - it won't happen suddenly for most of you but it will gradually happen. Mystical people have done this kind of thing for years and years. I do not claim to have invented something here but it must be done always and only when you feel that benevolent energy.
How will you know the energy is benevolent, because it will feel good to you. There might be a feeling of warmth in your body. There might be a gentle relaxing nurturing energy - you'll see. Most of you who try this will already know what that feels like but for those of you who don't, that's what to look for. Never do it unless you feel that energy and the way you will know where that energy is needed is that as you look about and your eyes land on something or for those of you who cannot see and I know there are some of you out there who can't, then as you turn in your direction or turn your head - when your head points in some specific direction and you feel the energy slightly and it comes up strongly after that or more strongly perhaps then you can breathe in through the top of your head alright - that's how it works for me - for some of you it may come in in different places but I would recommend breathing in through the top of your head and asking for it to come in above your head.
That's a safe place for us all as I've been taught and of course you'll just breathe but imagine strongly or try to breathe in through the top of your head and after you breathe in blow gently towards that place where you felt the energy initially.
That's my basic instruction for you. For now I would recommend that you try it with that which you cannot necessarily see as a person - meaning perhaps an animal or what looks - perhaps an object, a tree but if it is something that is a distance away and you don't know if there's people in there or not but you get the feeling - try it.
Know that everyone is protected to a degree so you're not going to harm anyone but if you're concerned that you might cause harm then you can say this. You could say, "I am asking that all the breath I blow in any given direction be always and only energized by the most loving and benevolent energies beyond me and that my capabilities to perform this service be increased so that I can develop confidence and receive feedback that it is working benevolently."
Remember that this is a service you provide, not something you take credit for. It is something you can do quietly and benevolently and have the satisfaction within yourself that you have done what you can do and in many cases that you have done more than you can do and have provided a valuable link on Earth to allow this energy to pass through you, a human being so that the energy which may be vast and loving can be attuned to human needs as it passes through a human being - you.
Goodlife to you all and goodnight.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

A Guest Column For You

I have been writing about Benevolent Magic, which I've channeled about extensively for twelve, fifteen years now. I believe in its value because of its benevolent impact on my life and the lives of many others.
My friend Tom Moore has come up with his own version of Benevolent Magic that I sometimes think of as Shorthand Benevolent Magic. I've decided to share his article that he wrote in 2002 here on this blog in case you may be interested to read about it. Tom will be updating his work on this subject in his own web site and when he has that on line I'll put a link here for it.
Goodlife to you all.


From your reading and studies, you understand that we are all Creators-in-training. We are supposed to be learning how to create from the ground up, with the third dimension as our training ground. Now we are entering a new phase of learning how to benevolently create events. Robert Shapiro, in his latest book, THE COUNCIL OF CREATORS from the Explorer Race series, channels, "Seek out more benevolent experiences for yourself. Seek out more benevolent companions and experiences of benevolence for you and your companion or your family or your people."
Sometime around six or seven years ago, I kept noticing that benevolent
outcomes were mentioned in channelings. As I understood that words have great power, I started to say out loud that I requested a Benevolent Outcome for almost every physical event that was occurring in my life. Amazingly, everything that happened turned out for the best-including those difficult" lessons in life" that we have contracted to experience in each of our lives.
So before we go too far, I would like for you to say, out loud (you can
whisper if it would disturb someone or bring unwanted attention to you), "I request the MOST BENEVOLENT OUTCOME from reading this article." Did you say it? Humor me and give it a try. Now that you have, does this sound a little "weird" or "funny"? We'll discuss this later.
Now the title of this article mentioned a tool for your toolbox. I discovered that there are a number of metaphysical tools available to help us through these earth lives. You just have to make use of them.
As an example, back in 1968 I was operating a ski club for single adults as a business. One day, on the front page of the local newspaper, an astrologer predicted that the Dallas Cowboys would not make it to the Superbowl that year, but would go the following year. At the end of the American football season, the astrologer was proven correct. I booked 300 airline seats a year in advance to Miami and became the first tour operator in Dallas to ever run a trip to the Superbowl for Dallas fans. I started scheduling all of my ski club meetings and parties to coincide with benevolent (there's that word again) astrological aspects. This was highly successful, the club grew to be the largest in the region, and many couples met and eventually married. I also had to open a travel agency, and it eventually became one of the largest wholesale tour companies in the Southwest USA, selling tours through 3,000 travel agents nationwide. This success inspired me to search out other metaphysical tools to use.
Another tool available is numerology. If you haven't done so, buy a book and figure your own charts. It will contribute to understanding who you are.
I began recording my dreams on a daily basis in 1979. Recording dreams each morning in my dream journal has been a major tool in my toolbox. Over the years, since 1979, I have recorded thousands of dreams, with many of them precognitive. My dreams also guided me to change careers. It's the closest you will get in this life to your immortal self. I highly recommend it.
I have also learned to dowse. Many dowsers can find, besides water, lost items and missing persons, do map dowsing, and much more.
Again, it's another tool for your toolbox.
Which brings us to Benevolent Outcomes. What an important tool! This will allow you to learn and experiment with co-creation while on the physical level. It will give you immediate feedback-very important since we are never sure whether we are really manifesting something or not.
As an easy-to-do exercise, let's say you're going to a shopping center, or to dinner or a movie at a location where it is typically hard to find a parking space. You say (well before you arrive), "I request a Most Benevolent Outcome for finding a parking space near (say the place you're going to.)" Now I have had some friends say, "But Tom, I use my 'parking angel' already." Here is why I think requesting a
Benevolent Outcome is better. If you just request the nearest parking
space, your angel or guide will comply, but that might not be the most benevolent place to have your car parked. Someone could open their car door too hard and "ding" the side of your car. Or someone might back into your car and dent it. By being too close you might miss that old friend of yours you haven't seen in ages, or the sale you would have not known about if you had not walked past it on the way to your destination. But Benevolent Outcomes work perfectly!
Recently on a visit back to Sedona, our friends and we drove to the "uptown" section of Sedona for Mexican food. For many of you who have visited Sedona, you know that the parking there can be quite problematic because of the many gift shops and restaurants. I requested a Most Benevolent Outcome when we left the hotel. Every single parking space on both sides of the street was taken until we reached the restaurant. There, right at the front entrance, was "our" parking space. Again, this was immediate feedback that we were creating!
Two of our friends, Joy and Bob, recently drove to Las Vegas from Dallas. They requested a Most Benevolent Outcome for their drive, hotel, and parking. Each time they passed a police radar speed trap, they were behind trucks and other traffic that had slowed them down. In Las Vegas, they were given exactly the floor of the hotel they wanted and a view of the "strip." And they found the perfect parking space where their car would not be "dinged."
Joy and Bob also just purchased a home in the country. Every time they have closed on a house in the past, they experienced problems at the closing-mistakes in the paperwork, etc. This time they requested a Most Benevolent Outcome for the closing and "sailed through" the process with no problems.
Some more examples: My son, two friends and I flew to Salt Lake City, Utah and camped all the way up to Yellowstone National Park and back. What a wonderful trip! I knew that our flight back to Dallas was oversold, so I volunteered the four of us to be "bumped." Typically, the airline compensates with free tickets, which I thought we could use the next year. Naturally I requested a Most Benevolent Outcome. They did not need our seats, but for volunteering, they gave us four First Class seats. My son, his friend and dad had never flown first class, so this was the treat of their lives. The following summer our schedules did not coincide and we were not able to return-therefore truly a Benevolent Outcome!
Another example: My family and I took a cruise from Houston. My daughter and I played bingo the first day, but other activities kept us from playing again until the last day of the cruise. I had requested a Most Benevolent Outcome the first day, but we did not win anything, and so I requested again on the last day. The "coverall" pot had not been won during the week, and on the last day they play until someone wins it. I won half of an $8,400 pot along with a young man that was sitting right next to me. I'm sure people thought he was my son. What synchronicity! It paid for our cruise, as we had already been given 50% off, thanks to a Benevolent Outcome on the same cruise the year before.
My son returned from an all-night high school graduation party with a Sony Play Station he had won in a drawing. Although it was the second largest prize, it was the one he really wanted. He explained to me that he had requested a Benevolent Outcome "two times." Once was really enough.
Another couple in our metaphysical group have a very 'high end' painting contracting business. With the economy in Dallas and the rest of the USA in retreat, things have been tough for them. Billy hasn't gotten used to requesting Benevolent Outcomes yet, but his wife, Jo, and I both requested a Most Benevolent Outcome for their business to pick up. Just in the past week they picked up a 20,000 square foot house, which will take a year to complete; he is about to sign a contract on a second large house, and will probably be awarded a third contract in the next two weeks.
Recently, I added to my request. I requested a Most Benevolent Outcome for my sales trip to a TV market in Budapest, but I added, "and may it produce better results than I expect or hope for." I was invited to a meeting where a Russian/Ukrainian TV network agreed to become a co-production partner in a movie to be filmed in Siberia, and our company will be the worldwide distributor. I flew from Budapest to Athens and requested the same thing. Not only was my business successful there, but also my colleague in Athens asked me to help him sell his TV productions on historical Greece.
Does requesting Benevolent Outcomes sound strange, or weird, or "funny?" It does take a little getting used to. Some of my metaphysically oriented friends have slowly adopted using the request, especially as they see more and more positive results. But it has been difficult for others. I can't help that. I did not "invent" the words. I just started using what the channeling entities used as part of their language. When I started using this statement, there was very little written about Benevolent Outcomes. More is being written, and it seems that we are using Benevolent Magic.
The request has to be done physically, either verbally or in writing, as we are in a physical world. It seems we are communicating at a super-conscious level with other higher selves to co-create these requests. These Benevolent requests are probably only "training wheels" in our learning to co-create, but it should give all of us a basic understanding of creating benevolent events. You will receive immediate feedback, which will increase your confidence in its use as a tool. I also like to say "thank you" three times when I receive a Benevolent Outcome. It's just nice to acknowledge the assistance you received.
Keep in mind that you must be willing to accept the Benevolent Outcomes. If you request a Benevolent Outcome for a dear one's recovery from an illness or injury, the Benevolent Outcome may be that they transition peacefully. If you ask for a Benevolent Outcome for a job interview, and they choose someone else, you have to accept that there is something better on the way for you.
If you have had a number of successes with the more mundane incidents in your life, it will be much easier to accept the outcomes for those more major events that come along.
Please test this out for yourself. It is a "habit" that is created by repetition.You have to consciously think to use it for some time until it becomes natural. But the potential results will mean an easier life for you, your family, your friends and ultimately all of us. I believe it will contribute to a rise in our vibrational rate. So please email and give me examples of your use of requesting Benevolent Outcomes and send this article to your friends if you like. I'm sure you will have some great events to share with me if you'd care to.

Friday, November 18, 2005

Musical Support

I've been listening to one of my favorite pieces of music. It is called Planetary Unfolding by Michael Stearns.
Way back, many years ago when I was first training for the type of work I'm involved in now I would listen to Planetary Unfolding. Oh it is true that in the beginning I listened to Pachelbel Canon like many other people did who were engaging in benevolent spiritual pursuits but it didn't quite do it for me even though I do find it beautiful and I came across and felt drawn to the tape, that was pre-CD time, the tape of Planetary Unfolding. I bought it and I thought I'd try it and the moment I put the music on I was able to assimilate and relax into the most nurturing energies.
For some years afterwards, after I'd started to Trance Channel, I would for a half hour to forty minutes before hand listen to that music so as to relax and be in a benevolent receptive state before the channeling. Nowadays I do not need to listen to music before channeling but I do it sometimes - listening to Planetary Unfolding just to enjoy that profound energetic experience which I find these days is even more profound.
I'm just passing this along because it has been a benevolent and nurturing source of musical support for me over the years.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Seeing. Now And In The Past.

Lately I've been noticing a great deal of energy activity. I see a lot of lights and shadings. I'll explain.
Very often I'll see a beautiful patch of light in the air. It is originally something I could see with what I would call Subtle Vision - meaning that I would remove my glasses, I wear glasses, and then I would be using my natural vision. Granted maybe not as crystal clear as high definition television but pretty good and things, how can I say - I could see more. Isn't that ironic? Take off your glasses to see more but that's how I originally trained for this.
Now I can see things with my glasses on but I needed to train with them off for a while and originally I would see quick flashes of light - usually a pinpoint of light and then it would be gone and there would be nothing else, just that. Usually it would be white light, then eventually there were other colors.
I recall a time when seeing an unusual shape. It had sort of almost square like or blocky shapes, like a big square on the bottom and then a couple of other squares sticking up from the top - hard to describe in words and at this time I don't have the means to show you a picture here - sorry, I'm not to technical - I'll do the best I can though - and that was sort of a dull green color. I'll tell you the story about that some time but today I want to say that learning how to see with Subtle Vision trained me so that I was able to wear my glasses eventually and still see. I believe I may be able to see more with my glasses off at times but at other times - glasses on - doesn't make any difference.
Nowadays I've been seeing a lot of these patches of light - yes I still see pinpoints but more patches of light and I notice them longer. Sometimes I'm able to observe them at length. They are usually shapes, not what I would call anything that looks like a human being though there was something like that once - I'll tell you that story someday too but I want to keep in the present here. The big difference these days though and for several years now is that when I see these patches of light - beautiful colors usually - blue, purple, sometimes other colors, green - when I see them there is now a wonderful energy that I feel with them, it is really quite spectacular.
I've also been seeing something more frequently lately that is not quite the same - it is like a grayish color, sometimes there seems to be a motion with it. I'm pretty sure I know what that is though there is other possibilities.
The grayish light is something I observed out in the California desert years ago when I used to go out there with two friends. We had places we could go to observe activity in the skies - we might refer to it here as UFO's. One time there one of my friends that I went out with at that time, I will refer to him here as E, began noticing something. Usually he would be looking in one part of the sky and I would be looking in another part but on this one occasion he and I were both looking at the same place and it wasn't the sky at all, it was towards the land in the distance and I started describing what I was seeing.
It was like a superimposition over the landscape of something that looked like a silhouette of human beings although they were in motion - seemingly quite fast. I asked him what he was seeing and he described the same thing. It was like seeing - imagine a - a screen over a screen - the landscape was still there but this sort of pantomime - there was no sound - was present. We decided at the time that it was a second dimensional reality which isn't to say that it was a lesser reality but that was our model for understanding our reality at that time.
That experience may be coloring or creating a bias for me looking at these grayish images which I see in patches and also at times snatches of that same kind of motion and pieces, you might say, of it. Nothing that makes any sense in our world.
I don't feel that benevolent energy from it though so I always do what I've been trained - to emanate a benevolent energy towards it and interact with other Beings to do what I can for those patches of color in the gray to slightly darker color. The energy feels like it needs help so that's what I do.
I cannot say and I don't wish to interpret what it all means at this time but the activity has picked up greatly and I'm just bringing it to your attention at this time because I think there might be those of you who have had experiences like this before as well. I've been approached and asked about it at times in the past from people who wish to have channeled sessions or were experiencing forms of ET or UFO contact that were difficult for them to assimilate and carry on with their lives in ways they would care to. Those are the exceptions. Most people have benevolent forms of encounter or recall them but there are these exceptions.
I don't feel threatened in any way by seeing these grayish images. I do not buy into the idea of evil aliens. I think that's a - something that is mostly disinformation. I grant that there are possibilities to have unpleasant experiences - Contactees have been known to have these - I grant that that's so. In my experience with Contactees however, the vast experience is benevolent.
I'm just providing these few comments for you because I've been telling stories from my past and I will tell more perhaps but I want to also share with you things that I see now. There's a great deal more but I will just share little bits with you from time to time. I wish you all well and hope that these comments will give you something not only to think about but to consider. I will add this one short recollection.
Once when appearing at a conference in Brazil widely attended by people from all over the world, I talked about something I had seen in the skies. It was one of my recollections about UFO's seen or lights seen.
I had a moving experience afterwards sitting in a booth area where people could come after the talks. A young man came up and told me about an experience he had had as a child when an image of light came to their very small town. Many people greeted the light with happiness and it felt wonderful to them but there were a few people that were frightened and those feelings in them were also heightened.
He had suppressed the experience since after the experience was over in the small town, people didn't know what to make of it. Those that had had a good experience cherished the memory. Those that were frightened including this young man's relative - I believe was his Grandmother - had a bad feeling about it and urged him to try to forget about it and he had until I'd given that talk at that time.
He didn't pass any judgement on it but he said that when he saw it it felt wonderful to him but that he had forgotten it and suppressed the memory because of what his Grandmother said. I found that moving at the time because as he was telling the story he was going through the feelings and I could see that on the one hand it was thrilling to him to remember it and he remembered it with fondness and on the other hand it was painful for him to remember it since his Grandmother had been so frightened. I don't know whether to say this was something that was good or bad. It is just something I recall and I'm passing on.
Goodlife to you all and goodnight.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Meeting The Weather On Benevolent Ground

Once I remember walking in a park in Southern California with a friend of the time. She was talking to me about something she had attempted to do that I admired very much. She had decided once that she wanted to try something that was identified at the time as exclusively a man's job and that's that she wanted to try - being a Professional Roofer.
I was very impressed with what she had to say about it even though she didn't last on the job very long because it is truly a very difficult job - you have to carry very heavy loads to say nothing of the fact of the sexual harassment she experienced. I remember being very impressed with the fact that she tried though, that was impressive indeed.
I'm bringing this up also though to mention something that happened on that walk. She was asking me about her spiritual studies and practices and I recall that as a person of the world she was very sophisticated, she needed to see physical evidence right away that something could be done not just spoken about theoretically.
I remember at that time thinking, well, what to do and then feeling - perhaps it would be acceptable with Mother Earth to do this and so we stopped walking on the path and I raised my right hand up to the clouds - it was a cloudy day - and moving my hand back and forth and directing a benevolent energy in that direction from Mother Earth, requested that the clouds part just a little bit to reveal some blue sky.
There had been a few showers also so that was another motivation and the clouds immediately parted directly over where we were and there was rain all around us but not where we were. I had never done that before and it was my first experience of working with the weather which I've been taught how to do extensively.
I felt good about that moment and as I recall it now feel good about sharing it with you all.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

UFO's, Some Of My Recollections

Greetings. Many of you know me by my site. On this site I have chosen to share things that are a bit more personal part of my life. I want to welcome you to coming to this site and I will make additions here from time to time based upon my recollections and the events of the days as they go by. I just wanted to welcome you for this opening comment and give you a short example of what you might expect here.
I have on many occasions been able to see and by see I mean observe things that are not readily available to the naked eye of various people.
For example, once I was riding in a car that was driven by my friend Julie. We were driving across one of The Nations on our way to visit a friend and I remember looking out the passenger window up at the sky, in a place that Julie could not see because she was on the other side of the car driving, and observing a vehicle in the sky.
It had a narrow part in the middle and two bigger parts on either end and was clearly what is known as a UFO.
I've had many such sightings over the years, perhaps the most spectacular of which was a time when I was living in Pasadena, California. I don't remember what year it was but it was a time when the Super Bowl was played at the Rose Bowl in Pasadena so there was a lot of activity in the sky's from helicopters and so on.
A friend had come over that day to comment and work on my first book which was called, Allies. It's not in print now but if you try you can probably find a copy.
I recall that she had just arrived and I happened to glance up in the sky and there in the sky were three ships, also known as Flying Saucers but that term's not quite appropriate but they were disc shaped and they were orange in color not bright orange but sort of red - orange. They were in a triangular pattern, very close triangle pattern, three of them and they were clearly spinning is how I observed them and wobbling so I do understand why they might have been called Flying Saucers by the man that gave them that name.
I recall that because everybody was watching the Super Bowl that there was no traffic and we stood out in the street and looked up in the sky. Here's the interesting thing to me and that's that up to that point in time I had seen many ships and I know others have but this was perhaps the most spectacular sighting I have had and I remember staring at it for about twenty minutes and then my friend could not, you know this is an interesting thing, my friend standing right next to me could not see them.
It is a fascinating factor there. Apparently there are things that can be seen by some and not by others. So she's looking in the sky and she can't see it. It's as plain as day to me but she cannot see it. This does not mean that there's something wrong with her or there's something right with me but rather that I was meant to be able to see it at that time and she was not meant to see it at that time. This is my conclusion.
Those of you who have seen such things may know what I am talking about and those of you who would like to see such things and have not seen them yet just know the time is not right for you. Well I remember looking at them for about twenty minutes and then I recall glancing away for a moment because she wanted to go in and work and when I looked back I could not see them anymore.
Interestingly enough at one point I remember stepping out of the position I was in physically in the street - you know as I said to go in and work and I could not see them and then I stepped back into the position I was in and I could see them so apparently being in a specific spot can make a difference.
Well, that's my recollection for today. I'll add other things from time to time here. I have seen many things in my time - Beings, ships, Light Beings, I'm sure some of you have seen these things too. So that's all I have to say for today.
Welcome to this site and goodlife to you all.